[pyrnet] Thoughts...

["Nancy K" <nakhere@hotmail.com>]

It's taken me quite a long time to get thru to you tonight. Got home 
late...was in a program (day one) of an 8 segment session on Leadership 
promoted by the campus. While I was parking, I heard the news. Didn't really 
understand it all. I haven't looked at the email that I got from you tonight 
as the internet is extremely slow...I suppose phone lines are tight. How 
horribly sad...I can't eat, can't picture sleeping tonight. All those 
families destroyed. The heroes are the ones on that plane that must have 
gotten control of the plane and stopped it from destroying Camp David. Their 
families should be proud, I sure am. The class closed early...I drove around 
aimlessly. Came home and my boy Benn had left a message that the school in 
Madison (MATC) he is attending at 30 years to develop a future (hopefully) 
had closed at second period. I'm glad to have heard something from him. I 
think of the state Justice Departments...I think of the Pentagon. The 
necessary personnel will show up for work because that is what they (I) had 
known what was expected. That is the separation between law enforcement and 
the public. I'm just putting down thoughts. I hope you will understand. I 
know that if I was on one of those planes and knew I was going to die, I 
would have tried to stop whatever plane I would have been on.... I know it 
in my soul. I put one of my Christmas candles in the window of my house when 
I got home after this horrible day ended in my mind. It will stay lit until 
this ordeal has ended. All the pain, all the families, all of God's children 
that didn't deserve this. All that kept running thru my mind was the 
smallSunday School voice of ..."This little heart (soul) of mine, I'm gonna 
let it shine". Please pray for America, please pray for the world, please 
pray for me because I want them to die.... For every person that had to 
jump, every window that had a person working in it that provided for their 
family, every suffering firefighter, every cop that can't do a damn thing to 
help, for all the people men, women, and children that will never be the 
same because of what happened today, please pray for us all.

Please pray to whatever higher power you believe in.


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